thaiib0y
OR

"Billy"
Short yet simple 2 remember
Dances,

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tat's laggy >.< u need a new internet

i will try to dedicate these post to good health which i seek in myself for a long time now.
All of which are only plain thoughts which isnt put into action which are almost as pointless as this post.

 i find myself stoning after every long nap especially after my night shift which i feel so restless about when i report for shift on the very actual day itself. i find myself feeling lifeless , pointless, mood-less. Might be due to the fact my life is currently also off-balance.

That kind of mandatory post u post at 2 to 3 am in the morning feeling all pitiful. The only great feeling i had was from the sleep i had earlier on in the day , The thoughts that came flowing into my head like it was a dream(well it is actually). i felt so happy  even if it was just a thought . It was one of those happy dreams that you wish was happening in your life right now. It was like a Fairy tale , And it came true in my head. Maybe its was due to the fact of the video i was so dedicated on doing.

It was like a peace treaty and everything felt right. It was peaceful, laughing .. joking.. hugging.. smiling.. kissing... And then all hell break loose.I woke up and feel all shiity as reality all came crashing down. It wasnt real. it was all made up from my mind .The make up treaty. There wasnt any treaty, The Balance scale wasnt put right. That soft happiness  .. All Gone , just like that it was that kind of high i wouldnt get not even with the help of drug if u were to use them. It just wont be the same.