thaiib0y
OR

"Billy"
Short yet simple 2 remember
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Never actually like Feb that much.
Its one of those festi period that I just can't do it.
As if it's not hurtful enough .
Everyone got their own hurtful story mine's  not an exception  and I dont really need anyone's pity . I just need to vent it off.  Hate bottling it off.
Mum's not here but suffering somewhere at her own will that I can't help with , wishing all the time that I'm better then these n providing better.
Missing my brother wishing he's here as always .
I'm just not feeling it . maybe it's n excuse maybe I'm not in the mood ,seeing how thing is currently in my life . those happy festival.

Just trying my best as ever to live life as normally as possible .
Do u ever get the feeling of incompletion, if that even is a word . I just wanna stay away ,as much as possible. Till I figure my shit out.
Feeling glad that I'm working , a temporary solution but yet I still feel shitty about it. A chance to feel pitiful about myself .
 I miss her .
As much mix emotion I'm feeling right now I kinda like it . it make me feel Human ,alive.

I like it that I'm hurting n I wanna run away for that . wishing I'm back in Bali at that corner sobbing or just at that beach sitting in silence .
I should have book a trip back to Thailand . A get away is so much needed right now, away from period like these .

I don't wanna be celebrating my big day. Cus that's just like a way to get more drunk drinking myself drunk crying internally . I can't tear u know that right ? I suffer too much to even teared ,can't remember when was the last time I did . (that was a lie)

Wish I can spent it with ugly side of life
K bye enough feeling pitiful .

2016 leggo. Bring it Bitch .