"Billy"
Short yet simple 2 remember
Dances,

I know for sure that things will never be the same again .
Those 2 whom I regard as one of my close few, made me enjoy my poly days n time . They  made me as what I am now  , they had made an impact in my life  . I Miss them . Miss them alot .

All I can do  right now is to just reminisce the past n enjoy what's left of those memories. 
The path I've choose that burn bridges for both way are the stupidest mistake ever n also a valuable lesson learn from the choices I've made

I can't really regard the choices I made a mistake, but rather something that Ive pick n choose out of my own will . There's ready nothing I should be regretting about but only to stir fore and just cherish  those moment . What it was has become what it is . It is what it is and for now I leave with the choices I've made . No regret .

Wow I'm like having some mind fking moment right here .
That's the issue with limited vocabulary . I can't really  emphasize my through to what it really is .
But to type n speak my broken thai English.

I've downloaded a digital story of peculiar home for peculiar children hoping to have the time n will to sit down n read them . I really hope I would finish reading it but I've yet to even finish the first page .

Now back to the topic at hand .
It would be nice to have those moment relive .
But even so if it ever happen, it's just never going to be the same feeling again. That same special moment . That moment of time has been lost and it can never really be replace.

It's like a skin when cut . It's never going to feel the same way again even when you know it's the same skin . It's just not the same anymore .

I've hope life of mine,  in the near future . Would be a kind and a pleasure one , which we all know . It's never going to be that way . Cus life is just too full of surprise .