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Monday, September 5, 2016
I don't usually dream..
it's probably due to my sleeping schedule with sch work and along with unhealthy sleeping routine to which ive been doing for the pass few days now , and that's now i fuck up my body clock,
let's dive into the dream shall we ?
let's dive into the dream shall we ?
It doesn't mean anything really. its a dream i feel like sharing ,
Well at least i can clearly remember what happen in those dream at the very current moment .
People say that , if u have dream of a certain thing or someone ,
you subconsciously wanted it real bad or miss whatever real bad
it something that you would just have really thought of it alot at a certain time of life that has pass these few days and this are just your brain's way of just releasing those chemical.
Dreams are related to your emotions.
Was i feeling that sad when i knock out from my non sleeping sche of 24hours ? ..
Basically i knock out for about close to 7 hours today , slept in the noon as soon as i reach home.
So...
It all started of at a location which all seem familiar , Its like a fun fair fill with people whom were happy and enjoying with their friends and love one . The walls that i was around which was the walk way or say corridor of the entrance of a place, they were black and white like these,
the Environment fill with fun and laughter , perfect dreamy lighting everywhere,
around and above you so much so like the photo below .
But then again it wasn't a rewarding scene nor a happy one either , it's learn towards anger, Anger of 2 person whom was hurt, both badly betrayed by their own feeling or whtever tat was.
And here i am standing at the walk way around the black and white walls towards the entrance of
the carnival of some sort .
And there she was.
Walking toward me with her best guy friend whom are also somewhat know as her twin brother .
they both seem piss or rather shall i say ignorant at least that what the dream was indicating.
So i had a white watch with me right.. i was either wearing one or holding onto one to which im uncertain But who care it was a leather watch i believe or not,
lets just say it was VERY clean and VERY upz and nice,it had a glass framing on it, well im not sure why my dream decided to emphasize to me about the watch ,but hey the dream is the boss , No Comment =D.
So yeah back to the watch, it somehow drop to the corner where her best friend was at. Subconscious while i was trying to reach for my watch , she was going through my canon camera bag , or a bag of some sort , maybe a wallet . she was going through them looking for something which i cant see or take note of as i was so engage in getting the watch , Both scene was happening simultaneously together, but the emphasize was more toward the guy friend being a bitch about it , Cus yeah he's her friend.
So as i was reaching for it , "the watch" , which was below him . he kick it away , like stepping on them and kicking it away from my reach while giving the (RBF ) look and playing innocent on what is currently happening .So while getting it , it was kick around and the white watch was getting very dirty.
All i know was i was darn piss , Vulgarity was exchange but he simply just ignore me , like i wasn't there to begin with. So jumping to what was happen simultaneously while i was reaching out for that watch, she was searching for something , wasnt sure what they were nor have they been
found or not, But all i know was that she had her fun of looking through my stuff and seem to walk away with something , to which i cant identity .
Next thing i know was ,both of us was exchanging remark of each other,
such example was " lucky we broke up " etc etc ,
Both parties was drastically at a point of just expressiveness , hated and anger , what im aware of was that ,there were a total of just 3 line that was actually exchange btw me and her not sure what it were really , all i know it was just a sad moment . Those line that were exchange to which i cant recall clearly i was just sad she say that or maybe i wasnt , maybe it was just regrets what so ever.
while those exchanges was happening they were partially already gone , walking away shouting the hates. Pass behind those white and black walls . so which i can only hear echos and hated.
Feeling i felt at that moment of time was that i was Emotionally sad , Felted Used , Angry and piss which are the same , exhausted , well my vocabulary are limited so i cant really express what i wanna express well enough,
Lets just stay there was hell lot of emotion. And a dream to which doesnt really mean a thing to anyone but just myself , as im sentimental like that .
Cheers
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11:02 PM
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