thaiib0y
OR

"Billy"
Short yet simple 2 remember
Dances,

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Haven really been drinking as often as I used to. Friends won't believe that but honestly I never like being in such state after such Incident. But To be really honest I never really like being in such state, the "drink and you feel sad #emotional kind of feeling. " its depressing and sad and i cant do a thing about it. And knowing myself not to be a party pooper u go on, you play along, you just had to.

What Im really try to say in such state that I'm in is,  I hate drinking to feel emotional.  I bet nobody like it. It's depression af. Miss u E

Who care if it's physical that I miss or just really emotion.
That's why I ones state it isn't easy for me to let one in nor is it easier to let one out, And I know I got myself to blame for letting you go and no one else, taking things for granted and all .  But I guess I never learn, even if it's by the hard way I still don't. Guess that how fk up I really am .

And I would like to end this post by thanking the friends who's been around. Then and now, you made my day a little much better and a little less depression, I appreciate the constant smsing to keeping in contact when I keep reject you guys be it drinking or just hanging out.  I thank you for your patience and I deeply apologise for being a hard to handle friend